Oxygen Avenue

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Dear Readers,

This would be my last post on Oxygen Avenue. However, this is not an end in sharing my sweet and sour of life. Do continue with my journey at:

the paraphernalia of time

him

i want to hold on to you just like this!

maybe some may find me weird cause i'm so insistent of getting my connection back. but i have my reasons. i'm not someone who have the patience to sit in the house and work my ass off. keep fucking doing my work and studying. internet is my source of channeling. not exactly stress but a little of distraction after some studying will help me sooth down my overworked brain. and i have someone to talk to if i'm working up late and not feel alone. sometimes i feel better seeing someone online meaning there's someone around. whatever it is, these 4.5 weeks taught me a huge lesson and i'm disappointed with people around me. i've worked really hard these period of time calling and finding someone to look into this matter. and kept calling to remind people in college that the connection problem is not settled... but these people around me, their muteness betrayed me. when the connection is back, everyone's happy. but i don't think they deserve it.... ask their heart what they have contributed. nothing at ALL! i'm not a very calculative person(because i hate misers and calculative people) but this time they went a bit far...